11. avr., 2019

Off the grid

I was hurt once before
Wasn't thinking of it no more
Exiled, all on my own
Others tearing at the throne
Your need for domination
Made me vomit the life I was given
Thinking so much, going insane
All the angst and all the pain

Shone like a sun but It's the end
Now I know I'm my only friend
All these years of guilty feeling
It was your fault and your doing
Your voices, couldn't sleep
All your bullshit for me to keep
Now I've figured this ain't It
Your gonna cry on my drying spit

Bring me cold and bring me rain
The sun is causing all the pain
Your smile is like a razor blade
Your happiness is why I fade
All alone you're all I think about
A past that was and time that's running out
Hate you and what you represent
Your friendship's poison, all I resent

Shone like a sun but It's the end
Now I know I'm my only friend
All these years of guilty feeling
It was your fault and your doing
Your voices, couldn't sleep
All your bullshit for me to keep
Now I've figured this ain't It
Your gonna cry on my drying spit

Now I've let go of everything
Don't care If I lose or win
Will pick myself up off the floor
Just move on 'cause I want more
My scars are all closed, my litigations are disclosed
And I can only get better
I'm off the grid for fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!

Spiral1894